In which I feel like I’m falling apart. After band practice last night, I stopped for a drink. I sat and read Egan’s Axiomatic for awhile, and then I picked up my cocktail and the glass slipped because it was wet and I put the whole thing directly in my lap. Then I got another, […]

In which I really dislike being emotionally confused. Tuesday afternoon I spent in the comfort of NLW’s space, building her a mailing list. The Universe wants me to learn my number row, because I keep getting these brief little data entry jobs on computers with no number pad. After that I spoke with Bread on […]

In which I miss my boyfriend the Internet SO MUCH. I lost my job in mid-June and applied for unemployment. I quit filing for benefits a few weeks ago because I hadn’t gotten any money and it seemed like a waste of time. Last Saturday, Bread brought me a check that had arrived in the […]

In which I’m kind of sad. I did a bunch of moping while AmmZon was in Indy visiting Truck. I mean, I went out a few times, but I stayed in more and layed around feeling blue. The weather is changing and I’m feeling that annual malaise. Coupled with the rest of the shit, I […]

In which I’m feeling almost okay! Yay! It’s payday. I just got a check! It’s not a lot, but it’s significantly more than the $2 I had this morning. (I wrote a rubber check for lunch, knowing it was payday.) I get off work in ten minutes, because I’m out of things to do for […]

In which I take a moment to review myself. Mush, I know you think you’ve got a good excuse for writing such lame content lately ’cause you’re a tad bit depressed, but COME ON! A breakup? That’s great shit! You should be totally inspired! You’re seperated, you’re couch surfing, and you’re, like, college-student broke. How […]

In which people are people, and we take the time we need. Last night I worked until seven because J. breezed in at six and it turned out I’d entered some claims wrong and I needed to fix it. Then Bread called and I went over to see him at BoSe’s house. He’d gotten paid […]

In which two consecutive nights in the bar are probably more than adequate. I crashed on AmmZon’s couch last night. She says she’s staying home tonight and watching TV. I think that’s where I’ll be too: on AmmZon’s couch watching TV and not out getting hammered. I’ve been drunk two nights in a row, and […]

In which I’m in school and remembering school. I’m taking a basic adjusting class this week. During yesterday’s class, I learned a single thing: the definition of the word subrogation. You may feel that learning a single word should take far less than six hours… I know I certainly do. *bangs head on desk* In […]

In which two people I haven’t seen in at least five years are going to drop by. Six years ago, my grandfather was dying in the hospital. My mom called and said I needed to go out to Walla Walla and see him one last time. She offered to fly my boyfriend out, too. So […]