In which it is returned to me. I found my wallet. I tore the house apart. I tore my jeep apart. I called the bar twice, and stopped by once, and they told me three times it wasn’t there. But tonight I went in, and it was there. The $20 was gone, of course, and […]

In which it’s up. Then down. Then up. (But not in the fun way you’re thinkin’ of, perverts.) Last night I caught Jack loose on the street and walked him home. Then I hung out with his person, the Sexy Lab-rarian, until two in the morning, talking. (She works swing shift so she keeps weird […]

In which I’m totally excited and geeked out and giddy about hopefully getting a way cool job in the near future! Yesterday, I applied for three jobs. (Specifically: one of these and also one of these.) I’ve had two responses already! I AM SO EXCITED. I was beginning to fear that I’d lost my ability […]

In which you mark your calendars… or not. My birthday is on Friday. I will turn thirty-eight, fer chrissakes. HOW HAS THIS HAPPENED TO ME? I sent out three resumes today. For jobs I actually want. Go me. Let the employment commence! In other news, I can’t find my fucking wallet. It has a bunch […]

In which I’m using technology and almost giddy with relief about it. Truck returned from Indy yesterday. He and AmmZon have gone to an appointment, but before they split he set up his laptop and told me to use it all I want. So I’m sitting in the livingroom and I’m on the Internets. (So […]

In which I feel like I’m falling apart. After band practice last night, I stopped for a drink. I sat and read Egan’s Axiomatic for awhile, and then I picked up my cocktail and the glass slipped because it was wet and I put the whole thing directly in my lap. Then I got another, […]

In which I really dislike being emotionally confused. Tuesday afternoon I spent in the comfort of NLW’s space, building her a mailing list. The Universe wants me to learn my number row, because I keep getting these brief little data entry jobs on computers with no number pad. After that I spoke with Bread on […]

In which I miss my boyfriend the Internet SO MUCH. I lost my job in mid-June and applied for unemployment. I quit filing for benefits a few weeks ago because I hadn’t gotten any money and it seemed like a waste of time. Last Saturday, Bread brought me a check that had arrived in the […]

In which I’m kind of sad. I did a bunch of moping while AmmZon was in Indy visiting Truck. I mean, I went out a few times, but I stayed in more and layed around feeling blue. The weather is changing and I’m feeling that annual malaise. Coupled with the rest of the shit, I […]

In which I’m feeling almost okay! Yay! It’s payday. I just got a check! It’s not a lot, but it’s significantly more than the $2 I had this morning. (I wrote a rubber check for lunch, knowing it was payday.) I get off work in ten minutes, because I’m out of things to do for […]