I got scolded by a friend via email for letting my blog basically be a cliffhanger – is she pregnant? does she have a job? and what about Christmas shopping? Well, sorry. Here’s the update. I have no pregnancy symptoms at all and I think I need a D&C pretty much ASAP. I’ve put in […]

Yesterday I made a loaf of bread in the bread machine. Last night I had a midnight snack of fresh bread with butter and rasperry jam. OMFG that’s good stuff! ——–

(I’m just bitching. You probably shouldn’t read this.) I guess I feel better today, I’m not sure. I’ve felt bad so consistently for the past while that I probably don’t feel better and I just can’t tell. Right now I’m starving again. I also feel fat – I’ve probably gained ten pounds and five of […]

I’m not feeling so hot. I’m tired, I feel almost as if I’m sick rather than pregnant. My stress level is so high that I’ve been rocking in my sleep at night. (I’ve rocked myself to sleep my entire life. I only stop when I share my bed with another. Since I’ve been sleeping with […]

My God, I’m so starving. (You’d never know this to look at me, as I’ve become more and more padded and Irish-looking as the years have gone by, but) MY GOD I’M SO HUNGRY! All I want to eat is Mexican food, but I doubt it’s ideal preggo food. But I want it. But I […]

My mother-in-law persuaded my sister-in-law to lie to us about the time dinner would be served in order to “get us there on time,” so I baked my white trash hot dish – green bean casserole – early in the morning on Thanksgiving and transported it to Pella already cooked. When we arrived at Krista’s […]

Three new by-request blinkies completed:

I think it’s happening again – another miscarriage. My pregnancy symptoms have been lessening and I’ve been spotting for four days now. And this evening I started getting cramps. One possible reason for these early miscarriages is that my body fights the foreign DNA. They can give women steroids for this, but there are side […]

Spotted Dog Design: PPC Index sports a host of great Today themes for your PPC, as well as some great WA1.x skins. (I think she’ll be doing WA2 skins soon.) I’m all about a nice pink theme.

I was going to go on about nausea, but the dooce has already done it and I’m too tired and queasy to write it again: dooce: Survival of the Species. I’m at work, I’m tired, I’m nauseous, and I can’t focus. I want to go lie down. But since I’m not sick, I don’t know […]